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Sometimes i just want to breakdown and cry when i realize we won’t be together … i guess I’m just not ready

NO.. not him please please not him .. anyone but him.. i know i still like him … but i need to stop myself because i’ll hurt everyone if i do.. especially myself .. i get but at the same time i wish i had just took the chance and claimed him.. ughh why him? please make it not him..!! I’m ripping up into trillions of pieces please please just .. i gotta stay away from him.. i think that’ll help.. but if i wrip more wats the point im already beyond repair… but i still can save others…. im feeling BLAH

My stomace hurts, I have a headache, an my heart feels like someone squeezing it with all their might… And it hurts like hell. I’m really lost now :/ is this love? Or am I just getting sick… Sick of not bron with you.. Or is your drug finally killing me.

a-lack-ofcolor:

you have NO fucking idea.

i hate this. you don’t even know how much it hurts me but yeah, i’m just fucking paranoid. and i’m always hella mad when i’m on tumblr because of you! i can’t get it out of my mind and it’s killing me. fuck this, i’m too stressed out to waste my time on these thoughts.

a-lack-ofcolor:

i’m so selfish.

I don’t get it I’m hurt by how you say you wouldn’t hit on me cause your my friend and yet we alway flirt and talk your confusing me.. I wanna space myself and yet, I can’t.

a-lack-ofcolor:

can everyone please just shut the fuck up? i’m fed up with this bullshit…

i totally agree with you!!

shhtitskatelyn:

Its like annoying i see/hear it EVERYWHERE. i even dislike it more nao that there’s a dumbass song to it.

im in third period… obliviously using trevors phone cause he’s asleep. heres a poem . IS THIS US? i know you might not understand , just stick with me give me your hand, im so lost without you, i really just dont know what to do, i know you know, and im melting faster than snow, your heats the cause, you excepted me through the flaws , yes i love you , yes i do, cant you see im nothing, i wont be happy unless we’re fucking… lol, jk

OHH BABY i can listen to them right!! just not brighten :)

a-lack-ofcolor:

saveinaltp:

uhhmm wat song was this again? numb by??

a-lack-ofcolor:

can’t he see how hard i’ve tried?

i’m numb inside…

barcelona!

I’m honestly lost, I can’t see if you like me. This is getting excruciating, I’m thinking of giving up on you. YES i love you, can’t you see that? I don’t know what to do. i think I’m going to write a song and see where it takes me. i hope its far away from you, because when we’re together my mind is blank, but full of love.

uhhmm wat song was this again? numb by??

a-lack-ofcolor:

can’t he see how hard i’ve tried?

i’m numb inside…

Is this love? Why are we still flirting? Am I wasting my time again? It seems everyone likes you… I’m scared that you don’t like me .. I’m wishing you did, but at the same time I’m just wishing to be loved. Every guy in the past was a waste of my time, I didn’t even realize how far I fell till I hit the ground. No one was there to catch me. No lover to be fair. Am in love still?