It feels like I haven’t slept for days. My brain is bending, all this thinking. What did I do wrong. Am I really wrong? This alone time you want? Am I reading to much in it. Maybe I’m just hungry, and I’m so confused. Idk, damn. This is driving me crazy, I feel like I lost weight too. I’m not sure what I’m doing wrong or right anymore. All these questions in my head; “should I call?” Or “should I be concerned?”. I feel like throwing my phone but I have no energy to. I hate this. Saddest thing is I really don’t have anybody. Or I feel like I have nobody to talk to.
"I just want to be alone"